I divorced last year after an 11 year marriage. (10 years together, and one separated) I have 3 awesome daughters who have been ridiculously amazing through all of this. So here I am, a divorced 31 year old single mother of 3. I can do this right? I never imagined in a million years that this was where my life would take me, but it has, and i'm along for the ride.
Tonight, I went to a gay bar with a friend from high school. I prefer this, mainly because they're usually cleaner. Plus, if a man walks up to you and says, "girl that's a kick ass shirt," he really just means that I have a kick ass shirt. It was great to see "Mark."
I've started dating again. It's not near as easy as it was when I was younger. Men want the "one thing" even more than they did before. I had really given up hope. That "yucky love stuff" that you see in the movies doesn't really exist. I mean come one. . . "You complete me?" PLEASE! Guys don't really come up with that stuff on their own. Then one day in June of last year, I met someone. Someone who would prove to me that I am wrong. Way wrong! He sent me flowers one day . . . " . . . you should receive these exactly one month since I've last seen you." *sigh* Holy crap! Could I have really found "that guy?" Well, there's so much more, but I'll leave that for the boring days where I really don't have much to talk about.
365 days to change my life. It sounds like a lot. . . but it's not. I have to get busy. 2 more semesters of school, a possible job change, and a hopeful body change. The one thing I know as I fall asleep tonight though, I have amazing people along for the ride.
Tomorrow, Oklahoma City to visit family. Pray for me. . .
Till then. . .
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