Days 33 & 34

It's now been 2 days.  Alone would be a good way to say how I feel.  I have been trying my best to stay busy at all costs.  My girls have had a great week, and I have decided to just keep as things were normal for them.  They know nothing. If I tell them they may never see Michael again, they'd be so sad.  They really, really loved him.  If I just gradually mention him less and less, they'll probably get used to him not being there.

So. . . as if dating wasn't horrible enough, I'm faced with the possibility of having to some day start up again.  After an 11 year marriage, I thought dating wouldn't be so bad.  WRONG!  I think it's more heartbreaking than it ever was when I was a kid.  But I guess it will inevitably happen, and hopefully when it does, I will have found someone really great.

My diet has been going really well lately, and I've lost another 3 lbs.  On a roll!  I really need to get going with Yoga, and some running, or I'll start to slow down.

School is just getting rolling, and I think it's going to be a great semester.  I am already learning so much, and have benefited at work because of it.  I was offered another job.  Denied it. . . as usual.  I have to finish school people!!

Till then. . .