Day 14

Has it seriously been 2 weeks since I started writing this thing?!  Wow.  Crazy.


Reminisce: to recollect and tell of past events; experiences.

I was invited over to an old friends house tonight to hang out while her husband and his buddies played poker.  There were a few other women there that I didn't know.  Usual awkwardness.  We started playing a dice game and I relaxed a bit.  Later in the evening though, I was able to talk about the past with her.  It's crazy how much you forget, and how after only a few minutes, how much you remember.  I was really happy then.  She even said she remembers how I was friends with everyone.  I "didn't have a mean bone in my body."  That was nice to hear.  Because frankly, I don't remember much. (head injury from a softball, long story)

Anyway, this was a particularly good day.  Isn't it great how after a particularly "meh" day, the next can be so great?!  This is why life is good.  Work was "exceptionally" well, and I accomplished more in the 5 hours (yeah I was sort of late) than I think I had accomplished all week.

Motivation, I need it.  I hate how when I wake up late, I regret it.  I love how I feel after getting up early.  I hate how I feel when I've pissed off the day, so why is it so hard to motivate myself to DO SOMETHING?!!!

Laziness, it's starting to become a habit.  I have to stop it.  There is nothing wrong with me health wise (blood results turned up negative. . .for everything. . . good) and I just need to get myself on a better schedule.  Moving on. . .

Diet today: Ok. . . not good, but not really bad either.

Faith today: AWESOME

Boyfriend today: Perfect.  :-)  I am so lucky to have him.  He has a big day tomorrow, and I am with him 100% no matter what.  6 months today. . . . it's gone so fast, and if I've learned anything, it's that caring, romantic men do exist.  I can't wait to see what the future holds.  :-)

Till then. . .